or if you call yourself anything at all)
but.
hello, hi- how are you?
have you been waiting for me
to figure out how to get along?
there’s a list still
being written
of all the ways we’re not ready
but
how have you been?
There’s a not very small part of me
that’s a little more than terrified
and there’s an even bigger than small part
that’s a little more than over the moon
to see you
now I know I’m not so much alone.
so- write back soon,
because I’d love a sign
there’s something bigger than my day
bigger than tragedy or circumstance
and it’s been so lonely in my own head